I want a nick

So I know that the title sounds a little weird but here is the explanation of that! Just for the record if he finds out that I posted a blog ALL about him he would killllll me I mean seriously! Ok so to tell you a little bit about him, Nick (nicholas) is one of my absolutely favorite paramedics EVER!!! We have known each other for about 5-6 years! I know not that long but well it has yet to come! Nick started out as my sisters friend but with our bleeding disorder paramedics become my friends also! I will admit that when I first met hijm I had a HUGE crush on him but as our friendshipish kinda thing went on then i had a crush on his manners again he would be so embarrassed about this. anyway he has those old fashion door openin respectful amazing what I have always wanted guy! you don't see this much anymore hence the I want a nick.. So anyway I think that I will set out for a guy like that!! Well kinda I mean I don't a guy that miss treat me and that does nothing but treats me like crap and I really just want a guy that loves me for me and I don't have to change! I wonder if for Valentines day I can get my nick! lol I know this was short but just what was on my mind